hiy0... blogging again... damm sian.. super sian... realli n0t a single thing 4 m0i 2 d0 s|a.. fall aslp at 10.30 am le.. heehee... *sHy... =@ pig rite... b0 pian, didn't realli slp well last nit3 due 2 tat
"IDOIT" coachroach lahz... arughz! =/ hate cockroach 2 c0re s|A....
Why must have crockroach in this w0rld... ???=(
roll & turn ... d0 360 degree stunt still cann0t slp... read all magzines & storybk till 2 sth g0ing 3 le... then finally in DreAm|andz w0rz... d0tx...d0tx... o.0zzZZzz
Then Ji3 suddenly msg m0i abt the pay things... haiz... Ji3 quarrelled wib her mum again partial bec0s 0f m0i... s0 guilty... thinking back... ... ... Is it tat tim3 quarrelling is
ALL m0i fault... "hai" everyone (Esp Ji3 & DeaR!!!) *_* kinda 0f s0 sad & guilty abt it!~ Acutally m0i felt nth... m0i luV... t0tally luV this kind 0f lifestyle i'm living rite n0w... with s0 mUch freed0m wib DeaR & Ji3... n0t quarrelling wib m0i mum!!! BetteR relati0nship wib m0i br0... haiz... haiz... haiz...
This questi0n had been floating in m0i mind whenever i'm b0red... "Am i the 0n3 wh0 mess up everything???" m0i th0ught everything is over!~ OVER!~ but n0.. 0nc3 again, m0i mum & 2nd aunt gang up 2gether... fight wib Ji3... making m0i Big aunt in a difficult p0siti0n... I realli can't imagine they will d0 these... t0tally disapp0inted wib them! m0i MUM esp~ m0i 2nd aunt... .... ...=~
I think it tim3 f0r m0i 2 cut off all relationship wib m0i mum & aunt... It n0t m0i didn't respect
THEM!~ They r the 0n3 wh0 won't let m0i go... dun let m0i go... Hard time dealing wib them.. might as well save m0i breathe.... explaining everthing... leave for all... will everything turn better??? o.0"
realli has 2 plan well... U all can say I'm stubb0rn, I'm bu sia0... but watever m0i decided will NoT change... s0rri DeaR... wei qiu ni le... realli... a gd relationship shouldn't be like tat!!! =/
m0i mum dun like u... U already try yr best le... Tat nth u can do either, if she remains s0 stubborn...
Acutally, I'd been trying finding a room... g0ing 2 rent once m0i save up 3 month rental $$... s0rri DeaR, n0t purp0sely hide this frm U... I n0e u mind & dun wan m0i 2 m0ve 0ut by myself... ... U tried hard 2 explain 2 mi last nit3... m0i think abt it... No... I als0 wish 2 stay in h0us3 f0r a few m0r3 years... N0w u see this stutation??? isn't bad en0ugh? SHE is the 0ne cause these thing... & N0W she is g0ing 2 take m0i %PaY maTtEr% take out everything and ka0 bei all over again! BelIevE m0i~ SHE w0n't change... tat her... haiz... =(
Suan le... st0p thinking.. g0ing 2 find something 2 d0 rather than stay here thinking all these *ruBb|sH~ d0tx..d0tx...
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